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Sunday, October 05, 2008

Jack.

 i am jack's low self esteem. i tell jack that he is not worth anything and that he should just give up. i am jack's social anxiety. i make jack afraid to interact with people, and give him a reason to feel like his self esteem should be low. i am jack's inferiority complex. i make jack feel that he is the worst person in the world and that there is something inherently wrong with him. i am jack's restless mind. i am constantly thinking and making jack feel worse even when he starts to feel better. i am jack's constant state of depression. i make jack feel miserable all day long and make him wish that he had never visited a place we know as the universe. i am jack's sense of accomplishment. i am now nonexistent because i feel that nothing that i ever do is worth anything because no matter what i try i cannot make myself feel happy. i am jack's guilt. i make jack feel terrible for feeling the way he does because he has things better than 90% of the people on the face of the earth.

i am jack's sense of hope. i am one of the few things that keeps jack from ending his life. i am beginning to fade away, but jack tries to hold onto me with everything he has, because i am all he has left...

what are you?
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