| | I want to rip the universe a part, seam by seam and thread by thread. Starting with those most insignificant fibers, working my way up to the colossal wonders of unreachable proportions; those sky high limits of endless possibilities and those fucking hearts full of hope. I won't be content until chaos and calamity run rampant and wild, as wild as a river of madness. I want to hold everything the world has ever loved over it's head and dangle it like some kind of morbid toy over the head of a helpless child. I want to live on the brink of annihilation, on the frayed edges of existence and experience exactly what it's like to be truly alive. To venture where the lucky ones meander; the frantic, the freaks and the fuck ups. I wish to rest in the shade of absence as the world collapses around me. To be there when everyone finally goes mad and to see the unimiginable look on each persons face as anarchy and insanity take the reigns and assume control of anything and everything. The destruction and downfall of civilization will be a welcome change by not only me im sure. Change, it seems to be the most essential component missing from the grand scheme of things. That unexpected big bang of events that lead to even bigger bangs and chain reactions of things that alter the world in a way we can't even begin to comprehend.
I want to be the sole cause of that change.
I want to be the devil on your shoulder.
I killed your angel and took it's place.
I'm the skeletons in your closet; your deepest and darkest secrets.
I am your shadow self.
I am the end of the world.
But that's just me...
It's a 40 degree summer night without a cloud in the sky and I stare up and wonder. I wonder why I am the way I am, and why things are the way they are. I stare into empty space and I wonder. I wonder for hours and hours on end and I get nothing.
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